Updated December 15, 2025

Here it is!

The complete list of occult literature publications that I had the chance to promote on Timeless Occult Literature this year (so far).

This is a recap, but also a chance to make your Christmas/Yule shopping.

Maybe you missed out on some books, you didn’t hear about them, my posts didn’t reach you… now is the time when you get to see them all; all the 2025-2026 occult literature releases.

Some are sold out, some are still in pre-order. But they are here, in the list.

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Yesterday my old 9 year old post on Facebook came up in the memories section and I realized that what I was saying back then still applies today, so I decided to write an article about what I was talking there. Be aware that this article contains foul language and contains many quotes from Facebook posts that might not be interesting at some point. I wanted to say this from the beginning so I wont bore you with old posts and comments if it’s not your thing.

For many years I’ve been an adversary of bad occult literature, especially that sold at high prices, and I tried to educate people into quality reading material. On Facebook, people know me as the mf who doesn’t tolerate huge prices for bad books. In my former private/closed Facebook group “Occult Book Collectors” I used to have a very strict rule regarding this.

I’d like to explain my position and the reasons why I’m so against this new form of occult publishing and occult literature.

I believe it all started with the publisher Ixaxaar, many years ago (I can’t remember when they first appeared), when they started publishing authors like E.A. Koetting, charging lots of money for their books which were limited editions. They were producing limited editions with so-called deluxe bindings for authors which, at that time, were not even known, these were their first books ever, so basically nobody knew who these writers are, how knowledgeable they are, what their background is etc. Some of the books published by Ixaxaar were good, like those of Jeremy Christner for example. However, they were still new authors, the books were small, the binding was actually cheap and badly made and the prices were high. Nevertheless, Ixaxaar managed to become a very important publisher back in the day and it’s still very appreciated by many people today. They had a good marketing technique that attracted a lot of people who were intrigued by this underground writing club, delivering books quite different from what it was on the market at that time, and the way they described the books was also very intelligent, making the buyer very curious about them and their products.

After the success of Ixaxaar, other publishers started using the same technique of limited “deluxe” editions of books at high prices, the market was flooded by titles by peculiar authors.

After many titles were sold out, people started to take advantage of this and started selling their copies of sold-out titles at huge prices. The books of E.A. Koetting were probably the most sought after and the most expensive as well. So the occult book market became something luxurious, but not for the classical masterpieces nor the highly acclaimed academic studies, but for some obscure books with weird titles, sigils and of course, “promises”. And here is the problem.

The titles that were being sold at high prices were actually bad from about all points of view. The content was full of nonsense, the bindings were cheap, the printing was bad. Basically, people were selling dreams to the naive, and became a business that was ripping people off.

While the serious writers were struggling to make a buck out of their titles, which were sold at decent prices for normal hardcopy or paperback available for anyone interested in LEARNING, the false prophets of the Left Hand Path were selling their bullshit A LOT. Ebay and Facebook occult book markets were filled with these offers. However, I always tried to explain to people what they are actually buying and I was even trying to stop this, helping people not to be ripped off. I had a Facebook page called Modern Occult Books which eventually turned into Timeless Occult Literature where I tried to promote the serious and valuable occult literature, but it was useless. People were looking for fancy books with fancy titles, not for serious content.

Here’s a quick review of post-Ixaxaar/post-Koetting/

(random invented titles)

Kult ov Ahriman

Order ov Kaos

Black Flame of the Cursed Snake

Black Book of the Cursed Snake

Black Rite of the Cursed Snake

Black Mascara of the Cursed Snake

+24125- (wtf?!)

The Forbidden Gnosis of..

The Infernal Gnosis of..

The Explicit and Parental Advisory Gnosis of…

aaaaand, the real titles:

The Infernal Path Crown of Flames

Volubilis Ex Chaosium

Sacerdotivm Vmbrae Mortis

The Divine Black Flame of Satan

The Book of Sassstia

Liber Spirituale Rapax – Book of Predatory Spiritualism

The Devil’s Grimoire: A System of Psychic Attack

Sekhem Apep: Typhonian Vampyre Magick

The Unholy Rites of the Black Church

The Magic of the Dark Lord Seth

VIA SINIESTRA: Under The Masks Ov The Red Gods

Book 75 or The Perfect Black Flame

Draconian Consciousness: The Book of Divine Madness

and the list goes on…. One recent title that made me laugh was “Codex Putrefactio Nigra: The Canaanite’s Book of Death” by Zulqarnayn XIII. I also forgot to mention that even the names of the authors were… well, funny.

The books were mostly a blend of systems, like blending the modern Qliphoth with many other traditions, or simply new invented systems with invented sigils and invented rituals of unknown authors claiming to bring your power and whatever else. We are talking about 80-120 page books filled with questionable rituals and sigils, little historical information or deformed historical information, which were sold at high prices.

So to sum it up, the new LHP current was and is led by some very unoriginal people who lack imagination and creativity. Using the same words, same style, same ideas, with almost the same image: Weird invented sigils of weird invented demons, all in black and white. Good thing is, at least they got over the red and black period.

In the post I made 9 years ago (April 2016) I put a simple question: “Are you aware of the bullshit you are reading/writing/believing/following?”

So people ask me, if Koetting, Michael W. Ford, Nestor Avalos, Edgar Kerval, S Ben Qayin and the like are not my cup-of-Jaggermeister, then who is? Well, S. Connolly, Thomas Karlsson, Jeremy Christner, Stephen Flowers, Brother Nero (yep, him!), Order of Nine Angles etc.

Maybe I’m too picky? Why?

First of all, because they haven’t published a 100 page book in leather which is now sold at revolting prices. And because their information is a bit more historically accurate. BUT !!!… but…. of course, they all have flaws. Nobody is perfect, no occult book is perfect. But there are good ones and bad ones. I know people find Connolly very suspicious with her Dukante hierarchy and old grimoires, as well as the invented sigils and the enns. I know Karlsson is accused of inventing modern Qliphoth system or following Kenneth Grant in this matter, I know that Brother Nero is considered limited and too religious, I know ONA is so messed up because of some of the nexions that went too far with the extremist mentality… but! Connolly for example actually made a good research when writing her books, at least where she is talking about demonic hierarchies, and those parts which are not considered to be her inventions are actually real historical information, Karlsson did in fact study qlipphoth from the likes of Gershom Scholem and he has a PhD in Religious Studies, Brother Nero is a religious leader and his mission is to preach, and he is one of the people who actually introduced real Satanism to the world after Church of Satan. As for Christner… I think Christner would be a long debate, and so would Stephen Flowers.

Connolly and Karlsson brought some fresh air, like the Golden Dawn did back in the days. They may not be 100% traditional, but at least they are logical and honest. I myself have worked successfully with Connolly’s Dukante hierarchy and system of magic, but I don’t need to say that it worked, you can say the same about Koetting making you a living god. Unfortunately, after Karlsson’s book “Qabalah, Qliphoth and Goetic Magic” (which we could say it has become a classic now) which was first published in 2004, a whole new movement started regarding the Qliphoth and Sitra Achra, some of them being ok and some being utterly stupid. A new book on Sitra Achra, namely “Sefer-ha Sitra Achra” by A.D. Mercer came to bring some sense and order in the chaos that has become on this subject.

Stephanie Connolly is a writer that I respect to a certain degree (though I have lots of things against her as well)… for various reasons. The first reason would be the fact that she is direct and clear and speaks in a way that even a guy from Kazakhstan would understand. The second, is that she made her way and her name respected by publishing lots of books at reasonable prices without anybody’s help. Third, she actually brought something NEW. Fourth, most of the times she gives her sources (except the mysterious demonolatry grimoires) and the sources are good. Oh, and she’s not affiliated to any black metal band hahah. However, the number of small books she keeps writing shows a desire to make money and not exclusively to educate. We are being bombarded by her titles. She writes a book for every subject: Demonic Pacts, Demonic Possession, Demonic Prayer, Demonic this, Demonic that. These are chapbooks that don’t go beyond 60 pages, but at least she has the decency of asking a good price for these. And I respect that.

She also wrote a rant back in 2014 about the future of esoteric publishing, so in this case I think it’s good to know her thoughts about the subject we’re discussing. However, her post is no longer available for some reason, but you can find it though internet archive here:

https://web.archive.org/web/20230202180307/http://sjreisner.com/2014/01/06/rant-the-future-of-esoteric-publishing/

(it will take some time to load, but it will load eventually and it’s worth waiting)

I was actually discussing with her this whole idea of deluxe limited edition crazy business, and these are her words:

“I ventured into the realm of limited edition hardcovers under extreme duress. I will tell you this – the market is so saturated that those folks who think they’re going to get rich writing occult books, or publishing them, will be sadly disappointed. And yeah – I don’t understand the $150 anthology. For the record, with occult anthologies the ONLY payment authors usually receive is a free copy, bragging rights, and exposure. The people who make money are the publisher and the editor.

Also, a lot of times the author gets screwed over by the publisher of said limited edition hardcovers. That’s why you see so many authors jump publishers. It’s a cut throat business and like all publishing, the author is often the one who is paid the least.

Books have to earn out their production costs before the author sees a single cent and authors are at the mercy of the publisher’s honesty and accounting. Not all publishers are bad, mind you, but since anyone can become a publisher with a few thousand bucks to invest, not everyone is honest or qualified to run a business.

I don’t know if I’d go so far as to call them mafia, but pimps — absolutely. Writers are their whores.

Without us they couldn’t exist, but they try to convince us that we need them more than they need us.”

Here she was referring to a post that I wrote back in July 2014 that I will simply copy-paste here from my Facebook (and please excuse the foul language of the 24 year old that I was):

“What-the-fuck-is-happening?! Can anyone rationally explain to me?!

Who the fuck would pay 150$ or 225$ for a book written by unknown authors?! What the fuck is it with these publishers and people buying these books at such high prices?! 69 editions in Blood Offering Crimson Finish… what the fuck is that?!

Please excuse my vocabulary, but this is getting really really revolting! Do these people even know how to appreciate money and quality?!

I swear… I will write a 100 page book soon and I can bet with you all I’ll have it published in human skin, signed with the blood of a virgin and ritually put it under the protection of the Four Kings of Hell….. in approx. 1 month after the release I expect to have followers swearing it’s authentic shit, powerful enough to bring upon the Destruction of Mankind.

They sell “Three books of Agrippa” at 34$ and “Picatrix” at 30$ on amazon. They sell “Corpus Hermeticum Mead Edition” at 7$ !!!!! And you give me this SHIT at 150$ ?! Are you out of your mind?!

I thought that the kitsch is proliferated only in the music industry and Hollywood. I never expected that the occult community would turn into such a shameless money-robbing mafia! Because theoretically that’s what it is: A mafia. People promising you authentic stuff at high prices and in fact giving you toilet paper bound in horse-cock skin.

Why don’t they republish the classics and make them deluxe editions? Classics that are out of print!

Let the no-namers work for their money! Let them write at least one book of at least 200 pages, publish it on lulu.com and let the public decide it’s authenticity ! When they become classics and have been approved by the majority that they are genuine and actually do have powerful rituals, only then they are worthy of a deluxe edition and such a price.

Also, most of the “Deluxe Editions” and “Leather Editions” are so badly bound that anyone could make such bindings. This was actually the opinion of a real book binder who brought books from such publishers. They don’t even use real leather !

Maybe I’ll start sounding like grandpa, but “back in my days” authors were publishing their work on lulu.com at reasonable prices. Stephanie Connolly is one of those people that actually worked for it. Though her material is debated weather it is authentic or not, at least she didn’t ask for such prices! And she actually wrote more than 300 pages in a book, not 100!”

Additionally in the comments I said that “maybe I’m not up-to-date with today’s writers. I can’t afford buying all the Deluxe Editions that are being published every week. Unfortunately, I’m not a millionaire. I could be wrong, of course. Maybe they wrote other 100 page books and charged hundreds of dollars, but I couldn’t afford to buy such valuable knowledge. For that, I admit my fault… With 150$ an average Romanian can buy food for about 2-3 weeks. With 150$ an average Romanian can party like an animal for at least two days straight!”

Ironically, Eamonn Loughran, the man behind Hell Fire Club Books who has later scammed people, taking their money and not sending the books, wrote in a comment saying  “sadly many of these ‘left hand path’ productions are total crap, badly written, ill-conceived, laughably bad all round. Yes the ‘leathers’ are in fact fake. I myself did a fine binding for one of these ‘publishers’ he then started issuing fake leather books to trade on the good name he had gained from using my studio! I must say i think that the use of the term ‘esoteric’ by many of these people is entirely misunderstood, what is sad is that a generation of newcomers will be entirely misguided by them. We have seen the rise of the sci-fi/wargamer occult obsessed dork, will we see the fall of the magician? It’s a point worth thinking on”.

The good thing about Eamonn and Hell Fire Club Books is that he publishes important and classic works and does a fine job with the bindings, and those who want to be cautious about not being scammed by ordering on his website can get some of his titles from Miskatonic Books.

And no, I don’t have anything against Deluxe Editions. What could I have against a deluxe copy of Agrippa, Trithemius all the way to Gershom Scholem or the like? Publishing a Deluxe Edition of a new, unknown author is like dressing a homeless guy in Armani suit and trying to convince people he’s a politician. At the moment I have 23 deluxe editions and two others on their way, that makes it 25. But at the same time I have lots of academic books that are also high priced, due to the high level of study and exclusive material published. And, speaking of academic books at high prices, this article should be of interest: https://www.theguardian.com/higher-education-network/2015/sep/04/academics-are-being-hoodwinked-into-writing-books-nobody-can-buy

I would personally boycott so that Ixaxaar and the like would stop printing anything, not just reprinting, as this”occult publisher” has nothing to do with either binding or writings, just publishing whatever people’s minds cook over the night.

Lets have an exercise of imagination: “Timmy is a sad young man. He was not too famous among the kids of his age, and now he wants revenge. Thus, he decides to write some fantasy which will later be labeled as occult, so it could sell. He gives it a weird name, wraps that 90 page fantasy in a fancy yet bad binding and puts it on sale for a big price and limited edition to trick people into thinking that what he wrote is THE deal, that his little fantasy is pure spiritual wisdom gathered in his 20 years of life and 5 years of study. Timmy is now happy. He has sold 20 limited editions of his fantasy and his name has become respected among idiots. Timmy is happy. Ixaxaar is happy. Idiots are happy. The end.”

I apologize for that, but this pro-“deluxe” bindings have got too far and it made me lose my patience. And even if the bindings were awful, at least the content should be acceptable in order to charge such big prices. I wouldn’t care if the binding was awful, if they published a great translation of, lets say, a Faustian grimoire that was never translated into english. So… do we buy and give our money for bindings or for books? You know there are also fake books that can make your library look nice, but have nothing on their pages.

In January 2018 I made another controversial post regarding one of Aeon Sophia Press releases, called “The Book of Devotional Service to the Dark King of Flame: Lucifer” and asked “how stupid can someone be, to pay so much for such a piece of shit?”

Jeremy Christner, the only author published by Ixaxaar that I like, wrote to that post saying: “It’s certainly a verbose title, but that’s not uncommon in this milieu, for better or worse. Have you read it, by chance?” to which I replied “I don’t have €45,00 plus transport taxes to spare for such a thing to read, nor the time. We’re talking about some made up prayers which anyone can do for himself (or I’m wrong, and this is actually the standard prayer for evoking Lucifer, of which nobody knew until now).”

We exchanged the following comments:

Christner:

“I generally give fellow Luciferians the benefit of the doubt regarding their sincerity, even if their modes lack the subtlety I find befitting of the path. If indeed their work is derivative and intends only to cash in on the huge financial rewards of writing such niche material (the financial rewards are inversely proportional to the degree of sober sincerity — you may be able to derive my meaning by reading between the lines there), then it’ll ultimately come back to bite them. Then again, they could be as inspired as we, but find themselves articulating that inspiration in a way we may not ourselves do.

One credit the gentleman deserves at the very least: these appear to be wholly religious books, not making charlatan claims of great powers awaiting the buyer or being packed from cover to cover with black curse rituals and the like.”

Me:

“You are right that these are religious books, and that is why I don’t understand the price. Anyone, or almost anyone can write down some prayers (yes, honest and powerful prayers) here and there, some can even write down some rituals… but lets be honest, they were not written by a famous and historical figure, they were written be someone like you and me. If a prayer book costs €45,00, then how much should a 3-4 year research and academic study be worth? I know, the price is also because of the binding (which, again, is quite a rip-off if you ask me. it’s justa simple leather binding, not the masterpiece of a bookbinder)… Imagine this: If everyone started writing 50 page books with “deluxe bindings”, all costing around 40-50 euros, how much money should I earn in order to buy them, read them and give my personal opinion? Just my 2 cents.. I exaggerated calling it “a piece of shit”, but that doesn’t mean that it’s not mad to pay that much for a few pages with prayers.”

Christner:

“Although I may instinctively agree in a knee-jerk sense, I understand that it’s not an informed instinct, for a few reasons. Having not read the gentleman’s work, I can’t make a determination on his value as an author. So to continue thinking that the work wasn’t worth the asking price I’d be relying on my judgment of what seems an excessively grandiose title coupled with the knowledge that his work isn’t widely circulated (argumentum ad populum?). How well his previous title(s) sold isn’t a very good measure. Many great authors sold an unfortunate few copies while they lived, only to gain considerable traction after death. For those authors that do/did become popular, they’re all doing something that anyone else can do: research and regurgitate. The fact that a book of prayers is something that anyone is capable of producing doesn’t mean an extant example of the same isn’t valuable. Most of us can do things, but it’s a question of if we choose to, and how well executed the product is in the end.

It seems the issue you take with him is ascribable to me as well: Lanterns is a book of scriptural verses, prayers, and the like, that was issued in a hardcover of less than 100 pages, and it sold for considerably more than the book we’re talking about. The chief difference? Boomsma’s title has only been made available in a somewhat dearly priced hardcover without an entry level/budget option made available. $55 (45 euro) is fair for a short run of finely bound books constructed of sewn signatures, but something worth saying is worth being made available to more than just the well-to-do, which is why I’ve always produced lower priced softcover editions. And although I’ve only encountered a few, I’m sure I’ve no shortage of detractors out there in occult book land.

In any case, I’m afraid you’ve misinterpreted my attempt at dialog as offense. I don’t know if you have any formal academic training in philosophy, but if a philosopher argues with you, it’s not necessarily a slight; it’s often a compliment. It means you’re well enough respected that somebody thinks that not only can you handle opposing views without becoming offended, but that you can consider them well enough to rationally defend your own in counter.”

I admit that the author didn’t promise great powers as others did with their books, but it was after all a prayer book put on sale for €45,00 plus shipping, which would easily mean a total of €65 at least. It did not contain material from which I could learn something new and that would help me in a way, not more than the free prayers available on the many LHP websites. And, as I expected, this book did not become a classic but it was long forgotten. Maybe if we follow Christner’s logic, we’ll have to wait until the writer dies to see if this book becomes valuable, but I doubt it will. Also, I don’t know why Christner thought I was offended.

The next day I made a new post to better explain myself:

“It seems that my last post offended some people which I didn’t want to offend. First of all, I’m sorry for exaggerating with calling the book “a piece of shit”, especially since I haven’t read it.

What I wanted to say is what I always said about such books: In order for a book to be sold at a high price, it must be worth that price. A 50-80-100 page book with prayers or rituals made up by you will never, ever be as valuable as a book with prayers or rituals written by a historical figure (Agrippa, Paracelsus, Papus, whoever you want… you got the idea). Those people earned their position in our history for the things they have accomplished, for the ways they have contributed to occult literature, history, practice, and so on.

If a book by an unknown writer is bound in leather and sold at 45, 50 or 60 euros, then how much should a classic work such as “Three Books of Occult Philosophy” by Agrippa, “Archidoxes of Magic” by Paracelsus, “The Twelve Keys” by Basil Valentine and the like, bound in leather, should be worth? I mean, look at Ouroboros Press, their titles, their bindings and their prices, and then look at Aeon Sophia Press, their titles/autors, their bindings and their prices. I hope you understand now.

“The Book of Devotional Service to the Dark King of Flame: Lucifer” is by no means a classic, or something that would make history in occultism. The binding is in no way a special binding, it’s just a very very simple leather binding, not the masterpiece of a bookbinder. I’ve went to a bookbinder and he bound me a book with 21 euros/26 dollars, and it looks the same as “The Book of Devotional..”

Using pompous words or old English to give it “some mystery” doesn’t make it any better (I’ve seen in the pictures of this book that the author uses words like “appeareth”), just like Koetting’s “poetry books” didn’t impress serious practitioners.

Anyone, or almost anyone can write down some prayers (yes, honest and powerful prayers) here and there, some can even write down some rituals. If everyone started publishing 50 page books at the price of 45 euros, how much money should I be earning in order to afford reading them all, so that I could give a review? I should be a millionaire! If such a book is being sold at 45 euros, then how much would a 3-4 year academic research/study bound in leather be worth? Or like I said, a classical text bound in leather. See my point?

Btw, it seems that the author of “The Book of Devotional Service to the Dark King of Flame: Lucifer” is also the author of “Psalterium Sathanas”. This was published a few years ago, if I remember correctly…. was that book a masterpiece? Did it change the occult world in any way? Yes? No? well…..

This is, and will always be my position. I will always be honest, even if it hurts some people. Unfortunately, my last post hurt some people I respect, but it’s still my opinion and I haven’t changed it.”

Another old post which I can’t find anymore on Facebook but I found it in an old Word .doc is about the publishing of “Compendium Rarrisium”, also by Aeon Sophia Press. My problem was that it was basically a printing of the original held by Wellcome Library, free for everyone. It was not translated, it was not edited, not commented etc. It was just copy-pasted and put into a cheap binding and sold for no less than €85 + shipping, which would mean €105 at least for me to get it. The book is now sold at €62, so instead of becoming more expensive over time it became cheaper and I don’t see people discussing about it, trying to find a copy or anything. But anyway, here’s what I wrote back then:

“Alright, so people are dumb, I was aware of that. People are thieves, i was aware of that too…. although I’ve been aware of these things for a loooong time, it always seems to amaze me.
Most of you know my opinions on publishers such as Aeon Sophia Press and “deluxe” bindings, but this time I think it has gone too far.
So, basically, these dudes and dudettes took off a free manuscript with no copy right, printed it and bound it in some pathetic way and they are selling it for 85 euros (plus shipping). It isn’t translated, annotated and it isn’t even bound in a special way (a professional bookbinder would look at this with disgust). Even so, they are charging for 85 euros. The saddest part is that people are already excited about this and plan to pay that sum of money.
Basically, anyone can do what Aeon Sophia Press has done and get much cheaper. I have the complete manuscript in high quality, all I need to do is print the pages and take them to a friend who also happens to be a bookbinder. And there! I’d have the same thing, only with 20 euros instead of 85 and with a much better binding.
I’m honestly disgusted by these things and how people in the occult community can be so unscrupulous with their fellow ‘occult friends’.
There has been a long and intense debate over my fb group Occult Book Collectors for that fact that I don’t allow people selling shit copies from unknown authors at over 150$. I have a conscience. For some unknown reason, I care about people that I haven’t even met, but I care probably because i hate seeing people being ripped off for a book that is just ‘out of print’ or ‘deluxe edition binding in horse cock skin’.”

These kind of rants have kept coming over the years, one was about S Ben Qayin, the guy with mascara on who was selling his personal copy of “Volubillis Ex Chaosium” (another title nobody talked ever since) for a huge price, and when I confronted him about this he simply blocked me so I told him that “being a great author and magus” he should be able to come with an argument, not block people, and recommended him to get a real job if he really needs money, or study for 20 years and write a real book. Like I kept saying, in order to charge big money for something it needs to be quality stuff, and quality in books means effort and study. Personally, I am ashamed to declare I’m into LHP or rather that I was into LHP, because of people like him, like Koetting and many others, because they give others the impression that LHP is some kind of black metal musicians doing rituals after drinking 10 beers and burping.

To give an ending and a conclusion to this article, I would say that not much has changed since 2014, at least in the LHP community and publishing. There’s a lot of material or the Qliphoth, on Qayin, on Vampyrism and people who still think that Vlad The Impaler[1] was some kind of dark lord instead of a devout Christian who built churches and monasteries but happened to have a rather “unconventional” way of dealing with enemies (we are talking about the Middle Ages, after all).

As a person interested in the LHP, I no longer feel that I belong there, and I prefer to keep to myself all I know and try to search in more serious places the things that I don’t know, instead of wasting big sums of money on such books.

[1] A good source of information of Vlad Tepes can be found here with English subtitles https://www.youtube.com/@CorpusDraculianum/videos

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But, my dear friends, we all die… we will all experience it, no matter what religion or belief we have.

Death does not make exceptions. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

Well, that is your duty to find out, and that is the purpose of this exercise.

As I was saying, it is a ‘process’ which all living beings experience. The problem is not the death act itself but the way we perceive it. There are very, very few people who would actually accept and embrace death as it is, though some would say they don’t fear it, many of them haven’t even been close to it. So instead of fearing all your life for something that is inevitable, I believe it is wise to get to know what exactly do we fear… but how? Well, a real and factual answer would only be death itself, which I don’t recommend to anyone who hasn’t done his role in the physical world. But there are some other methods through which we could get a better (yet not complete) picture of Death. However, before we learn about Death we should learn about Life. Many of us don’t actually live, we survive. We don’t really acknowledge we are alive, we are all too caught up in the mundane stuff or even rituals.

Stage I: Acknowledge Life

So, the first and most important advice I would give is to open up to ourselves and meditate on the things that make us alive.

How conscious are you of your breathing? Of course you know you breathe, but have you ever observed it closely? No, not during panic attacks. I mean, closing your eyes, breathing and trying to observe your breath and get to actually be aware of it. Try to observe it for at least 15 minutes. At the beginning it might be difficult if you don’t have experience in meditation or haven’t meditated in a long time. There will be many thoughts coming through your head… don’t force yourself not to think about anything, just ignore the thoughts when they come and get your attention back to your breathing. Observe, feel and acknowledge how the air comes through your nostrils and goes to your lungs, which expand and deflate. Observe how your living body works and understand how important your breath is. (tip: google “Pranayama”)

How about your heart? Have you paid much attention to it lately? No, not during amorous break-ups. I mean, closing your eyes, breathing normally and trying to observe your heart, how it beats, how it pulses your blood (life-source). Do this with all your organs or anything you want that makes you feel alive, including your sexual organs. Oh, your back hurts because you stayed too much in the same position? Don’t change the position just yet, try to observe… you have an itch? you wanna pee? you wanna sleep? That is your body, your LIVING BODY.

Perfect!

Stage II: Acknowledge Death

Now image yourself not having all these experiences. How would it be? Is it good? Is it bad? How does it make you feel?

Does death hurt? When? How much? WHY?

What happens next? How would you feel after your physical pain or sensations are no longer there? Is it good? Is it bad? WHY? How do you feel about it?

Have you ever seen someone dying? No, not in the movies, but in real life. What did you see? How did it make you feel? How do you feel now?

You haven’t seen someone dying, but you seen someone dead? How was it? What thoughts or feelings did it give you? Why?

A very big impact is when you actually carry a dead body in your arms, or at least touch it. Observe how it is, how it feels. It is a sensation that can’t be described, only felt.

Done!

I won’t tell you what idea you should come up with, because it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter if it’s a good or a bad feeling. What matters is what YOU feel and think about it. But please, give it a little attention. After all, we all die. Even plants! Nature itself dies, right now, in October, on Samhain! The leaves fall, grains die, bugs die. And then… comes spring.

Only after you done these two stages you’ll be able (to some extent) to understand if and why Death is worth celebrating. But at least I’m sure it has to be respected and accepted and no longer feared. Death is also part of existence.

And pay your homage to the Dead! They know more about it than you do. If you have a dead relative that you haven’t visited recently, go there on the night of Samhain and do what ever you feel like doing there. But be one with Death…. you will be revived after that. Just like nature on spring, with the grass as green as ever.

Enjoy your experience! Happy Samhain!

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It’s the transition that’s troublesome.

Isaac Asimov

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Romanians are people who stick to their traditions. Even though Christianity is and has always been very important in our country, many of our pagan traditions have remained in rural areas, either unaltered or combined with (as usual) Christian elements.

There are a lot of traditions and beliefs regarding death and dying in Romania, there are even celebrations for them in which the dead are celebrated, remembered and prayed for. Four examples are Moșii de Primăvară (Spring/March 9), Moșii de Vară (Summer, June, before Pentecost), Moșii de Toamnă (Autumn/November 4) and Moșii de Iarnă (Winter/February 18). These are commemorations of the dead, when people make offerings, light candles, clean the graves, and are mentioned by the priests in the Church. The term moșii or moși would translate as “old people”, but is actually a reference to the ancestors, which is are our parents, grandparents, great-grandparents and other ancestors. The dead are first commemorated and prayed for after their death, when people have feasts (called parastas) and eat in honor of the deceased, but there are other feasts held in their honor depending on the time that passed after their death. Besides these, there are even more death celebrations and then there are Moșii. There are literally hundreds of traditions and customs, depending on the areas in which they are held. There are certain foods prepared (like colivă), giving foods and goods to the poor and so on. Moșii are celebrated only on Saturday, and two of them are for a general comemmoration of the dead (Moșii de Vară and Moșii de Iarnă).

Moșii de Primăvară is among the most important celebrations of the death cult in Romanian tradition, and like Samhain and other death cults, it is believed that the dead come back to Earth on the Holy Thursday (or Maundy Thursday) and fly free for 50 days, then go back in the underworld in the Pentecost Saturday. In order for this return to happen without any incidents, people make rituals of calming the spirits of the dead.¹

Moșii de Toamnă and Moșii de Iarnă, which are in Autumn and Winter, are called Moșii cei Mari, in an aproximate translation, Greater Comemmorations of the Ancestors. Moșii de Toamnă is held for all the souls of the deceased, both those in Hell and in Heaven, for they are all waiting for the Final Judgement. This is also done because Saturday is the day when Jesus was in buried and his soul went to Hell to offer salvation to all the people who have died.

On October 27, between Moșii de Toamnă and Moșii de Iarnă, there is the celebration of St. Dimitrie (or Dumitru. Saint Basarabov, born in XIII century or XV century in Bulgaria), the patron saint of shepherds.

On the night between 25 and 26 October, before the celebration of St. Dimitrie (or Dumitru. Saint Basarabov, born in XIII century or XV century in Bulgaria. The patron saint of shepherds), there is the romanian tradition of Fire of Sumedru (also Sâmedru or San-medru), which is thought to be 2000 years old. This marks the beginning of winter, and various customs similar to those of Samhain are practice. The main practice is lighting up nine bonfires made up of brushwood, grains and dung. The children start yelling “Lets go to the fire of Sânmedru!” and young boys and girls start jumping through the fire. It is said that those who pass through it will get married that year. Afterwards, old ladies come to give knot-shaped bread, walnuts and apples. The shepherds who want to know how the winter is going to be, put their woollen mantle in the middle of the sheep. If a black sheep lays on the mantle, it means that the winter will good, but if a white sheep sits on it, the winter will be harsh, with a lot of snow. Also, if in the night of Sumedru there is full moon and a clear sky, it means that the winter will be mild, but if there will be clouds and rain, it’s a sign that the winter will be cold and will have a lot of snow.²

We can obviously see the similarities between Moșii and Sumedru with Samhain and other celebrations of Death. The dead are commemorated, bonfires are lit, offerings are made, and of course, the similar date which falls in October.

Death is important to everyone, and every culture has a death cult. It is the Great Equalizer, which makes us all the same in front of it, thus we have developed entire cults, traditions and beliefs, we have gave it forms and names and attributes. It is a fascination and a fear that can be found everywhere, every time.

¹ https://www.crestinortodox.ro/parastas/mosii-vara-pomenirea-generala-mortilor-74859.html

² Marcel Olinescu, Mitologie Românească (București: Gramar, 2008), 316-317

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This page serves as a map to the articles about lunar astrology and the lunar mansions, in order to better follow our presentations.

1. Lunar astrology (Introduction) – by Asterion

2. The First Lunar Mansion: ALNATH – by Asterion

3. The Second Lunar Mansion: ALBOTHAIM – by Asterion

4. The Third Lunar Mansion: ACHAOMAZON – by Asterion

5. The Fourth Lunar Mansion: ALDEBARAM – by Asterion

6. The Fifth Lunar Mansion: ALCHATAY – by Asterion

7. The Sixth Lunar Mansion: ALHANNA – by Asterion

8. The Seventh Lunar Mansion: ALDIRACH – by Asterion

9. The Eighth Lunar Mansion: ALNAZA – by Asterion

10. The Ninth Lunar Mansion: Achaam – by Asterion

11. The Tenth Lunar Mansion: ALGEBAH – by Asterion

12. The Eleventh Mansion: AZOBRA – by Asterion

13. The Twelfth Lunar Mansion: ALSARFA – by Asterion

14. The Thirteenth Lunar Mansion: ALHAYRE – by Asterion

15. The Fourteenth Lunar Mansion: AZIMECH – by Asterion

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17. The Sixteenth Lunar Mansion: ALZUBAN – by Asterion

18. The Seventeenth Lunar Mansion: ALKIL – by Asterion

19. The Eighteenth Lunar Mansion: ALKALB – by Asterion

20. The Nineteenth Lunar Mansion: EXAULA – by Asterion

21. The Twentieth Lunar Mansion: NAHAYM – by Asterion

22. The Twenty-First Lunar Mansion: ALBELDA – by Asterion

23. The Twenty-Second Lunar Mansion: ACADALDEBA – by Asterion

24. The Twenty-Third Lunar Mansion: CAALDEBOLACH – by Asterion

25. The Twenty-Fourth Lunar Mansion: CAADACHOT – by Asterion

26. The Twenty-Fifth Lunar Mansion – SAADALABIA – by Asterion

27. The Twenty-Sixth Lunar Mansion: ALFARG-ALMUKDIN – by Asterion

28. The Twenty-Seventh Lunar Mansion: ALFARGAMAHAR – by Asterion

29. The Twenty-Eight Lunar Mansion: ANAXHE – by Asterion

Bonus:

Animal Symbolism by Jake Stratton-Kent

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Like I said. This was necessary. I believe it is my responsibility to tell the truth, even when it hurts. And since I’m talking about truth, I want you to know that the Absolute Truth is that there is no Absolute Truth. At least that’s my opinion. Christians, Gnostics, Kabbalists would say that the Absolute Truth is God, but since nobody truly knew God, we’d just be philosophizing instead of being practical. If you find yourself in these descriptions don’t hate me. Consider it a mirror. Don’t hate the mirror, hate the reflection.

I want you to know that I’m not playing a game on you. I’m not here to take your money in exchange for a poor binded “deluxe edition” book filled with lies. I’m here to say things as they are, or as I see them, for free. If you want to donate and become a Patreon, good, I truly appreciate it. But making money out of this project is not my purpose here. I’ll continue to do what I can with Occult-Study as long as I can, and as long as it provides quality content. When it will become a source of bad information, I’ll stop working at this and find a new “hobby”. But until then, I’m here, trying to make a small difference.

So… Did I mention I’m not an occultist, magician or initiate? Oh yeah, I did. Many times. Maybe I was, few years ago, when I was doing meditation, doing rituals, etc. if that’s what it means to be an occultist or a magician (I don’t think that’s what it means). But in the meantime, I decided to call myself a human, and try to be human, accept my limited condition as a human and the idea that only few people can actually achieve something in magic, not every guy/girl on Facebook who calls himself an occultist/magician/initiate (not to mention the goth chick who call themselves witches), who says he is doing rituals, who posts videos or pictures of his altar or rituals, but the results can’t be seen in his life. Lighting candles at the altar doesn’t make you an occultist, just like kissing icons in a Church doesn’t make you a Christian.

I mean, between them and normal people I don’t see much of a difference. They have the same problems, the same attitude, the same this and that. So what makes them occultists/magicians/initiates and not normal people interested in the occult?

I’m asking this because I’m trying to make a point of what an occultist, magician or initiate means from my perspective.

Any of the above terms are, in my opinion, much more than people think. They are stages that actually happen after a lot of work and implication, that change you from a normal man to something superior. No, not a god-like person, but just something superior. Knowing a lot of things about the occult doesn’t make you a magician. It’s the change that happens within you, and the results that magic played in your life. The things that clearly differentiate you from the other people, not your occult book collection or your ritual tools.

I’m not saying that in order to be a real occultist/magician/initiate you need to have a lot of money (because the grimoires state they can give you that) or a lot of great, almost incredible things. I’m not saying they can’t be achieved through magic, but I haven’t seen this happen to the people proclaiming to be magicians/occultists/initiates. That’s not a problem. The problem is, I don’t see any difference between them and other people who are not involved in magic. They also have depression, life crisis, limits, problems, etc. and can hardly cope with them. And that’s where the difference begins.

Occultism, magic and finally, initiation (as it was described perfectly by Asterion in the article Initiation and initiation) are meant to help you overcome these limits and take you to higher levels. So, since I haven’t been able to overcome these limits, I don’t dare call myself any of those. Not even a Satanist, because a Satanist is someone who represents Satan, and in order to represent Satan you must be a good example… and I’m not the best example. Whoever wants to represent his religion or practice, must be a good representation by himself. So, I decided to accept my limits and stop putting false labels on myself. I wish other people did the same.

I’ve had hundreds of discussion on this subject, but I’ll give you just a brief look into what I’ve been trying to say all this time. I know it’s long, but out of respect for the time I’ve spent writing it, read it. After you’re done, you can do whatever you want.

On the Occult-Study Facebook page I’ve posted a message on 14 August 2019 that resulted in a huge debate/fight with other people. It’s actually something I wrote back in April 2017, and I decided to post it here as well because, from my perspective, it’s the sad truth. This is the message, along with the image attached, that generated a lot of discussions:

“Occultism is my life” = “I mostly live my life in my bedroom behind the monitor posting irrelevant stuff like being so proud for being an occultist like it’s something that makes me superior just for naming myself as such, and everybody non-occult is stupid. I rarely go out in the park or with my friends at a beer, I’m overweight, addicted to some kind of medicine, depressed af for not having a bf/gf… and Thoth is cooler than Hermes… but Crowley is the greatest.. I never read quality material, but mostly made-up stuff written by others who wanna make money out of their fantasies which I ironically believe in, because academic stuff is not saying that occultism is the shit, it’s just too much information there that I can’t handle… as for rituals, I rarely light a little candle, mostly black, set up a mini altar with Baphomet images, take some pictures of it to post them on Facebook so people know what I’m a SERIOUS practitioner… but I never have results.. but fuck it, at least i’m practicing, right?

This one dropped like a bomb, and criticism flooded the post. Some people actually went nuts, trying to convince me of their extraordinary results and multiple experiences and knowledge. Others agreed. So, I had to make another post in response to those, which was;

It seems I touched a soft spot for some people, and I’M GLAD I DID. Because people need to wake up! This page, this website… they are not made in order to get likes and followers, they are made to educate. And the previous post has acted as a mirror for the people, and they didn’t like what they’ve seen in the mirror. The post was meant to open the eyes of the occult community, to help people understand the importance of social life, of health, of serious literature, of serious practice. What responses did I get? People bragging even more about how great they are in occult practice. Nobody said “actually I have a healthy life, I eat healthy, I do exercise, I’m in shape, I don’t do drugs, I socialize, I have a girlfriend, I go out and have fun, I live my life.” No, they actually CONFIRMED what I posted. The thing that they waste their time in their rooms meditating and doing this and that (i’m not going to quote them, you can see their comments if you want).

If you want to be an occultist, be true to yourself and be true to the others. Stop acting, stop pretending, stop bragging about it. To call yourself an occultist or a magician is easy, but being one is a different thing. I don’t call or consider myself an occultist or a magician, but some people do, even if they’re a fucking wreck.

A moron asked me “How does it benefit you to attack your own followers?”. Seriously? My followers? Attacking? No. I’m not attacking anyone. I’m helping people realize that the occult is more than sitting on your ass and taking photos of your altar, it’s more than talking on the internet. People need to start living their lives, get their asses out of the house and start having social lives, healthy lives. I don’t care how many followers this page has, I care the content it provides! I rather have 100 good followers than 10000 idiots. No, I’m not attacking people. I’m trying to open their eyes to the importance of LIFE, because being an occultist is more than rituals, books and shit like that. It’s about LIVING! IT’S ABOUT BEING TRUE TO YOURSELF AND RESPECTING THE ART AS SACRED, because esoteric is meant to be hidden, otherwise it’s exoteric, it’s profane not sacred. This is a lesson! Wake up!

If you don’t agree with my position, feel free to unlike and unfollow this page.

74 comments followed after this, again with good and bad reactions.

One comment really impressed me though, when a user named Rhian Jones said

One has to know them self first and foremost, that is the foundational step towards the long journey towards self mastery. If one ignores the inner work and avoids the mess their life is in, doing nothing but praying or chanting for an outside force to undo the chaos in their life, then they have missed the entire point of the occult itself.

Another comment, however, impressed me in the opposite way, and again I need to copy-paste that here to know what I’m talking about.

Well it seems you’re bragging your self.

What’s a wreck? A beggar? The greatest masters ever were beggars, wrecks, drug addicts. Yes, Buddha ate one hemp flower a day, not a seed. Christ is from krestos and means to be anointed in cannabis oil.

What we now have is more then what any human had in recorded history. We are on the brink of merging with AI and robotics as well as bioengineering. There’s even more.. now, as far as going out and living. We should all do as you do? Because you’re happy? What makes you happy doesn’t make others happy. Are you happy being alone? Many people are? You have a girlfriend? That’s great! Is she your friend or a committed sex partner? What is I like being by myself and using pornography? Or my imagination? Does that mean I shouldn’t like that because you don’t? I’m glad you have some one you can trust experience life with, that’s kewl. As far as going out and living, maybe people feel safer discussing these topics online so that image doesn’t get in the way.

I mean, what if connection with people online is better for them and more available to speak of such topics.

So, with that being stated, this has nothing to do with study. As most scholars are nerdy, book worms and don’t care for people as were a cruel species. Why don’t you try to create a state by state social occult forum and or group. As this is STUDY

I couldn’t resist replying, but I knew that if I’m going to answer, I’m going to waste a lot of precious time, but I did it anyway.

This is what I’ve been working for over the last 10 years…..

Sir, dude, however you want me to call you… I don’t know about Buddha eating one hemp flower a day, but I swear that if the information about Jesus Christ was anointed in cannabis oil is true, I’m going to become your adept and learn from you, start my studies all over.

Nevertheless, none of them are Buddha or Jesus, and if Buddha or Jesus used cannabis it doesn’t mean that every junkie is the same as Jesus and Buddha. Your logic here is making my brain explode.

As for me bragging myself, again, you’re wrong. I just said I don’t call myself an occultist or a magician. Does that seem like bragging?

What we now have is a total disconnection to ourselves, our spirit, nature. “We are on the brink of merging with AI and robotics as well as bioengineering”. Exactly! Robots to do everything for us, so that we may sit more on our asses and do nothing, become fat asses and instead of having real girlfriends we’ll have sex with robots. Dude, do you even realize what this so-called evolution means? Do you even realize where the world is going to? Everything you do, everything you say is being monitored, Big Brother is no longer a fantasy from Orwell’s 1984, it’s a reality. Our identity, our freedom, etc. are taken away. And you’re happy for that?

As far as going out and living… it’s not about doing as I do, it’s about what people are designed to do! I don’t even know why I’m responding to this message honestly. As for your message about being by yourself and masturbating to porn WHILE CALLING YOURSELF AN OCCULTIST/MAGICIAN… again, I’m not going to comment on that. I honestly think you need psychotherapy, dude. It’s not a healthy way of thinking and living. And it’s not something that I say, it’s something that it’s clinically proven. We’re not even talking about being occultists anymore here, we’re talking about being mentally and physically healthy.

After this response, the conversation continued with him trying to show me that Jesus was anointed with cannabis oil, quoting from a book called The Western Mysteries by David Allen Hulse, who he said (I quote) “The author seems like a great guy, he’s in my friends list.” I tried to explain to him from all points of view that a theory and a proof are two different things, that while Christ does indeed mean anointed, it doesn’t mean anointed with cannabis. It’s a theory, not a scientific or historical or theological or etc proof. As for the oil, it’s called Chrism and I gave him links to what it is, how the Jews used it, what it was made of etc. After that, everything went crazy and it’s not relevant to the subject I’m talking about in this article.

After all that mess, I tried again to make myself understood by posting the following:

I’m not an occult master, I’m not a magician, I’m not an initiate. I’m a simple man trying to make his life better, who also happens to be a spiritual person and trying to use spirituality to make life better and to evolve. I’m studying and practicing for my evolution, perhaps not as much as I should, but I’m doing my best, and I’m trying to be honest with myself and with the people I meet and the people who read my articles and my website. I’m not here to impress, I’m not here to give lessons, even though sometimes I cross the line when I see the arrogance of people and their attempt to lie to others and to give themselves a false image, when in reality they are totally different.

I am a man, just like you, who tries to keep a balance, who tries to be realistic, honest and humble, but sometimes I struggle with my ‘demons’ and I start preaching as if I’m superior. I may be superior to some, but many are superior to me. We all need to learn from each other, we all need to be honest and authentic when we speak about ourselves and about our work in the occult science. Bragging is something I never liked, especially when it comes to rituals and spiritual results, and that’s mostly because they are based on lies. That is the reason why I posted those messages earlier, and why I said the things I said. Some will understand, some will not. Like I said, I’m not here to impress. I’m here, trying to give the people a good resource of occult material, trying to avoid articles that speak of personal experience (because personal experience is something that will vary from one person to another) but putting more accent on the historical and theoretical part of occultism. What people do in their spiritual practice is their business, the way they use the information from my website or from other sources is their business. I just don’t like people bragging about it. That is all. I hope I’ve explained myself better.

Kind regards to those who have an open mind.

After this post I received some answers and questions which I also feel I should share.

One user asked:

You are clear enough in simple terms. Although I believe that Life is in experiencing..and as individuals. .we all have different experience even if we use the same method and application. .Don’t you think, that, if we share our individual experiences…we can master events better? Just asking anyways..

I replied:

Yes, I believe we’re all different, but some things apply to everyone. If you eat fast food and take drugs your health will be ruined, it’s not something that happens to an individual or several individuals but to anyone who does that. Of course, if people want to destroy themselves it’s their decision. But the goal in the occult arts is to evolve, not to destroy yourself. That’s how I see it, anyway. Also, if you retreat from society and stay in your bedroom all day or go to work and then back into your bedroom, creating a sort of personal world for yourself and the only contact you have with people and the outside world is done indirectly (through the internet), after a while your sense of reality will change into something that is created by your mind, a fantasy world.

Another discussion is one I’ve had with a friend who had a hard time, and I’ve tried to give my advice as a friend, but also from the perspective of what an occultist should be like and not what someone pretends to be.

Maybe we’re not friends, I don’t know. I wish we were. Because if I was your friend, this would be my friendly advice. And a friendly advice doesn’t have to be what you want to hear, but something that you need to hear. If you ask me, a real friend must sometimes be tough and not hesitate to tell you the truth in your face, he has the duty to wake you up to reality with a slap on your face not a kiss on your forehead. I tried to have a balance in what I’ve wrote here. Didn’t want to give you a kiss nor a kick in the balls (or, in your case, in the tits). But I had to be honest and direct. Because that’s how I am, and that’s how we should all be. Honesty is probably the greatest virtue.

Friend or not, I’m going to say it anyway… And it’s up to you to judge what I say, you can curse me and block my profile, I don’t care. Because instead of just staying here and agreeing with you just to make you feel better, but actually see that it’s not making you any better, I’d rather stop agreeing with you and even risk losing you as a friend, than seeing you get so fucked up. Again, because I care. And because I care, I’d rather say what I have to say and risk losing you, instead of not saying and just witnessing the way you struggle.

You have many reasons to feel like shit, because you’re in a tough situation. And people are always in tough situations. It’s part of life, of adulthood. Your friend (I forgot his name) who tried to question my “authority” and “life experience” by asking me if I have kids or if I finished a University, didn’t know anything about my life, or how life is in Romania compared to Canada. But I just ignored that attitude, because I know what I’ve been through, even though I’m only 29 years old. People in Romania know a lot about problems, we’re experts in this shit. I’m glad you moved from here.

So being in a tough situation is something inevitable. But, the way you handle that situation is what matters. The way you view things changes the situation. From the start, when you say “happiness is a little extreme” you just set off with the wrong foot, especially when you call yourself “your own psychiatrist”. And especially when you call yourself an occultist. No, that’s not the way a psychiatrist or an occultist thinks. It’s the way YOU think, and the problem is… you’re setting limits by yourself. The occult is meant to break any limits, for a magician the impossible is a barrier that waits to be torn out, an horizon that is and can be touched. Actually, the latest article I’ve wrote for Occult-Study addressed exactly this issue. The difference between an occultist and a normal person, because many people call themselves occultists nowadays just because they light up a candle and read some books. Anyone can kneel and pray, do a ritual, etc… but LIVING your life as an occultist, dedicating every second of it in the improvement of yourself, trying to become better and better, making yourself superior to the common man, all of this is what makes a true occultist, and this is what makes the difference between a dabbler and a true initiate. People make various claims, some even call themselves Gods (like Koetting for example). It reminds me of a video, I don’t know if you know it. It’s with a guy at an interview who says he can predict the future. And the interviewer asks him “so, you can predict the future?” and he says “yes”,  then the interviewer slaps him and asks “you didn’t predict this, did you?”.

And it’s an article where I say why I’m NOT an occultist, and why most of the people who call themselves occultists are not. Let me know if you’re interested in reading it. Might shed a light on some confusion.

Life is hard. You think I don’t know? Oh, sweetheart, you’d be AMAZED if you knew of the things I’ve went through! And the fact that I am still here, still kickin ass is a miracle. And that’s why I allow myself to talk about this. Because I’ve been through a lot of shit. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t have any right to talk. But when it comes to hard times, trauma, drama, etc. unfortunately I have a lot of experience. And I’ve used that experience to handle things better, and even help others handle things better. I’ve learned from books, I’ve learned from friends, I’ve learned from the many psychotherapists and psychiatrists I’ve went to, I’ve learned from life itself and most of all, I’ve learned from my mistakes.
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Don’t seek wisdom in books, on the internet or whatever. Seek it in yourself! In your life! Forget about all the bullshit you have learned on the internet, trying to understand the nature of wisdom. The true nature of wisdom is in yourself, because wisdom is life, and for you, it is YOUR LIFE.

The normal individual is a dead individual for he seeks wisdom not in spirituality and life, but in the oddest places and most complicated material of books and articles full of undecipherable information. We live in this world and don’t have the eyes to see its beauty. We live in this world and don’t realize that it is from LIFE ITSELF that we need to take our knowledge from.

There’s also an old article on this website that I haven’t promoted, but I think it’s important, especially in this case, since we’re talking about balance in life and spirituality.

I don’t know how and why I forgot about this article, but I just read it now and it seems that I really needed it. I’ve somehow become what I was writing in this article in 2008/2010, that is, disconnected from spirituality and too connected to the mundane world. I was 18 years old when I wrote this, and 20 years old when I published the book. Even so, this still applies, at least in my case, 12 years later. I hope it can be useful to you too. So, in addition to this article you’re reading now, go check this article as well: Balance in life and spirituality.

Two other articles that should be read as an addition to this one, as they’re treating the same subject, are Occultism of Today and the Stereotypes (a ranting) and About imaginary results. And most of all, don’t forget to read the article I already mentioned, Initiation and initiation.

Why did I write this article? Because I want to make it clear that I am not and neither do I consider myself to be an occultist, magician or initiate. I am far from being one. I can’t even call myself an “armchair occultist” as people like to describe those who just study the occult, because I haven’t even studied that much compared to others who wrote on this website. I have a lot to study, a have a lot to learn, but first of all.. I have a lot to live and to experience in life! At the moment, I am a man who wants to experience and enjoy life, because there’s also a lot of great stuff to be learned from life itself instead of books or rituals. The fact that I’m running a website about occultism doesn’t mean I’m an occultist, like the fact that one who studies occultism from an academic perspective doesn’t mean he is an occultist. These things need to be understood and remembered, even by those who are doing rituals with their HGA after a week of total debauchery with sex, drugs, alcohol and whatever. I hope that people will start understanding correctly that being an occultist is more than practicing rituals and reading about the occult. It’s about an evolution and a change within.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens.

– Carl Gustav Jung

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The Thirteenth Lunar Mansion: Alhayre by Asterion

The second article from the Lunar Astrology series written by Asterion is available, and it will only be available to Patrons for one week until the other public can access it.

The Fourteenth Lunar Mansion: Azimech by Asterion

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Hello everyone,

Thank you for all your support and your suggestions for opening a Patreon page! I did consider opening a Patreon page instead of doing crowdfunding campaigns every now and then, because with this option I will be able to receive a monthly income that will allow me to take care of the site, its team and myself. How much I will be able to take care of those things will depend on how much I’ll be able to receive on Patreon, meaning, it will depend on your generosity.

At first I thought, “in order to ask for something I need to give something, and I don’t know if the website offers enough right now.” But people encouraged me to do this, so here we are!

I’m totally new to this and I’m still figuring things out here, so if I miss or forget something, please let me know.

In the meantime, I want to see if this is going to be a good decision. So we’ll see.

I’m very flattered and honored by your support, so again, I thank you!

You can check out our Patreon page at https://www.patreon.com/occultstudy

Regards

FvF

Occult-Study

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The Golem from the Jewish Tradition by Magister Omega

The Book of Saint Cyprian and the Quimbanda by Humberto Maggi

The Twelfth Lunar Mansion: Alsarfa by Asterion

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Angelology – map page

Archangel Chasdiel by Asterion

Archangel Orifiel by Asterion

Easter is not the pagan Ostara, Easter is not Ishtar by F.v.F.

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